Rae-Chan

I hate it when people take it out on you when they have a bad day. I personally feel like the scum of the earth right now because someone did that. I don't think it was my fault at all. It just makes me question myself. It makes me not want to approach people and try to make new friends.

I love to make people happy, it gives me a good feeling. But when I am being ridiculed for doing so, I just want to cry. Is it so bad that i like making people smile? That is my true profit from it. I just don't know what to do with myself right now.

Ok, so a lot has happened in the last while. A LOT. Like in May, I moved. Yeah, I ran away from home. Though it was to a far away place so my mom couldn't get to me. She still yelled at me over the phone though. THEN I started have lots of health problems. Figures. Right now I'm on stomachs pills, which help a lot. I was living with my boyfriend, but in order for my braces and surgery to be paid for I had to move in with family. It was either my psycho aunt, or my grandma who I love dearly. I chose my grandma. She's really cool, but I feel bad for mooching.

I'm trying to get a job, but failing. I'm used to it though. Hmmm, theres not a whole lot else going on right now.

And this summer I went to my first con!!! It was uber awesome. I met Tiffany Grant *one of my heroes*, Matt Greenfield, and Vic Minogna. I had a great time and I can't wait for next year.

Me and Vic!!:


Something I'm working on:


And forgive the big pics, I don't know how to do the link to another page thingy...

i suggest taking it^^

in other words i am loosing my mind and haveing mental and nervous break downs regularly. the main cause is my mom and my job. i am done my job in about 2 days.

i'm so extremely bored right now XD I am in an art block that sucks hard and i am addicted to "Getting away with Murder" by Papa Roach...again. I want to go play the Ps2, but my stupid brother won't let me on. And Omg, there is nothing happening in my life XD

Yes, my friends finally convinced me to get one of these. I also figure it's better to update this than my DA one...i find that one to be a hassle. So I guess i should say some stuff about myself. Hmm, i like the colors blue, purple, black and silver. I love all kinds of foods except for onions. I dislike spiders.

i love anime, manga, music, my friends.

and now my mom is kicking me off.